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Jim Severson

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July 09

In the unknown

In the unknown I am alone and afraid
Standing with neither sword nor shield
My spirit forsaken
My hope deflated
My love unrequited
My life is bereft of the Goddess' love
 
I interviewed for a job today and was the lead candidate
Salary was negotiated and benefits explained to me
Systems were discussed and
operations were explained...
I felt I would be offered the job:
until my driving record was asked about
 
This is the 2nd job I have not secured because
of my driving record.
 
I am working hard to stay out of self-pity
I am looking at being enough
 
My pain is frightening me
My solutions are inadequate
 
All of this changed in a single day
 
My God has abandoned me
I am not enough
I can not make it
I am having trouble with my personal relationships
I am prey to misery
I can't make a living
I feel useless
I am in fear
I am unhappy
I can't seem to be of real help to others
 
 
Why can I not feel love today?
 
 
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July 08

Emerging

I'm just coming out of a place
It was a dark and frightening place
 
To enter into the unknown
 
A place where my life feels
Worse than it truly is
 
I am simply not getting my way
 
Is it not time for me?
 
I wish it was
 
I miss my little eden
I truly do
 
I fear for the worst
 
I feel alone and forsaken
 
Touching but not loving
Loving but no touching
No loving
No kissing
I miss her so very much
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July 04

4th of July

Happy birthday USA
 
Today
I feel no freedom
My spirit
is in the wilderness
 
Every time I turn around I make a mess of things
 
My ex-lover was at the picnic I attended today
 
her daughter misses me
asked me to fireworks
 
I wanted nothing more than to be with her and her Mother.
 
I declined
knowing I could not act on my love
 
My heart aches
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June 26

Thunderstorms

I've been applying for jobs for a month now
Been on a few interviews
Just can't get a job to save my butt
 
My friend who just broke my heart
 says she misses the confident Jimmy
 
I do too...
 
I'm stressing real bad
My bills are piling up.
 
I went to probation the other day
have to do a week of breathilizers
to prove I'm sober
Alcohol therapy started last week
I couldn't go - broke
 
I spent the last two years feeling sorry for myself
I refuse to do it again
 
Goddess help me
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June 19

My Spring & Summer Romance

My friend was back.
We spent a few glorious days together...
I asked for too much
She is incapable of more
 
Now she is gone
 
Again...
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Suewrote:
 
Hi Jim
Just stop by to wish you a good week,
Hope all is going well with you
Take care
Sue
June 2
La Belle Rêveuse ..wrote:

Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?

Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.

Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.

 

You are for me a real friend Jim

You touched my soul with being yourself

 

Have a nice tuesday

 

Kiss La Belle Rêveuse
 
 
Apr. 28
La Belle Rêveuse ..wrote:

  

My days of sadness are a thing of the past 
Because I have found true friendship at last 
 
My days of emptiness are gone for good 
Because you fill a void in my heart that you should 
 
You've opened a window 
You've shown me the light
 
And my love and friendship for you will continue to burn bright.
 
 
 
I wish all the good things for you 
 
With all my love 
 
Kiss La Belle Rêveuse 
 
 
Apr. 23
La Belle Rêveuse ..wrote:
 
 
Apr. 3
ღ♥ღViViღ♥ღwrote:

I wish you a good new WEEK...
Thanks to be my friend...
Because you are a good FRIEND.
And I like you a lot...
Take care always my dear friend...
***a big kiss for you***

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A gente sempre destrói aquilo que mais ama
em um campo aberto, ou numa emboscada;
alguns com a beleza do carinho
e outros com a dureza da palavra;
os covardes destróem com um beijo,
os valentes, destróem com a espada.♥:)
paulo Coelho

       

We always destroys what he
loves most in an open field,
or an ambush, some of the beauty care
and others with the harshness of the word;
destroy the cowards with a kiss,
the brave, destroyed with the sword.♥:)
Paulo Coelho

 

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